GIMME WARMTH SO THAT I SURVIVE

im not right already..

even listening to songs also making me feel like dying..

there are songs..many songs..

which will make me feel like flying..

the feeling is like leaving the world peacefully..

im ready to die..

heart in me doesnt belong to me anymore..

i have no feel twds it anymore..

 

insecurity..

im so cold so cold now..

can gimme some warmth?

 

T. The Cold

HAVOC

my life is a mess. 

i messed up everything.

everything messed me up.

 

i have got lots to move.

i have got lots to prove.

i’m alright stil..people.

 

T. The Let-Go

BE WITH ME TIL END.

I feel so lost suddenly!
I have no sense of direction at all.
I feel like killing myself.
I start hating myself.
Daily routine is just like a piece of shit.
Troubles nv stopped.
All I ever think of is u.
I wish someone can escape with me.
I neva want things to b da same.
I'm so LIFELESS!!!!
I know tat ppl may think tat I nv know how to satisfy.
But da feeling is flowing up n is killing me.
I feel suffocating n drowning.
Really.
I need someone to understd me.
No one. No one.
I'm just very lost very lost.
Living blindly in this colourful world.
Nv know how to colorize my world.
I shall live in my mysterious dreamland like I nv had a chance to wake up.
IM SO LAME!!!

 

A note to Mo before I commit suicide.

I feel so down. lame. weak. ill.

U’re  alwiz my best lame-mate ever. ♥

All I ever think of is really YOU. Only you.

T. The Suicidal

DYING DAY.

 

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need

T. The Corpse

ALL TIME LOW

AM I SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY?

 

ALL I EVER WANTED

IT COMES WITH A PRICE.

 

 

Opportunity costs I’d say.

I will neva satisfied with what I had. Why?

My sky just suddenly turns grey.

T. The Absolute

STARS ALWIZ SHINE ABOVE ME.

 

Do you believe that I’ve fallen in love with you?

Please look up, the stars are the same though we are not at the same place. I heart you.

I neva thought devil can be good. Devil comforts me during my bad times. *Happy*

T. The Devilicious

GRAVITY IS AGAINST ME.

 

 

   

I can’t sense the gravity anymore. anymore.

I think I wanna leave the earth already because the gravity is not holding me anymore. 

Pixie Lott - Gravity

T. The Astronaut

IS LIKE PLAYING SWING ABOVE DA SKY

 

I’m gonna rape your heart and soul. ♥

T. The Raper

NEW HAIRSTYLE

 

New hairstyle gonna be..Haha..

July or August.

Simply love this hair colours.

Credit to my hair stylist – Scandly

T. The New Tira

IMMA GET READY FOR MORE.

My body looks like guy. In fact, I have a guy soul too.

I wish to have more tattoos on my body. Goin to do another soon =)

Pierced 5 times on belly. Scars on navel that are not gonna disappear. Love it still. 

Heart piercings and tattoos.

Trademark yellow nails reborn!!

T. The Tattoo Lover

THERE’S NTH MORE BUT DA SAME OLD THING.

 

   

 

Little cousins. They are cute and they like me. Haa..    

What I can say is. 景色依旧, 面目全非.

I had hell lots of memories at this place previously. But is all faded now.

Do you still remember the ‘forever’ you have promised to me?

Promise is just a lame shit for me now.

I wish I could be living in hotel and treat it like my home. Of course not those haunted one. =)

T. The  Hotel Lover

 

REOCCURENCE OF MY EMO ATTITUDE

 

SPELL “LOVE” TO ME

Lotza thoughts flowing from my mind now.

I dont care if it hurts. I just want a perfect soul. I won’t give up. I hope.

I wanna know how’s da cigarette tastes like.

I wanna know how’s da wound bleeds like.

I wanna know how’s da love feels like.

And, I wanna know why would there be heart-ache feeling.

T. The Smoker-Going-To-Be

SAY AHH…

Comics. Comics.

Will only make me think of 2 persons. I heart you both.

I neva like to write more words. Whoever can understand me, they are my treasures.

T. The Spooky

I’M LOST!!

I’M SO LOST!!!!!