JUST TO BE CRAZY

 

everyone wanna blow the candles :S

    

Fou de Fafa simply means “just to be crazy”.

Delicious food served in  jumbo size. Whoa….Full.

Good atmosphere tranquilizing me.

I wasn’t paying single cent yet i get 50cents, haha, only for Nov & Dec Bday babies.

Je suis follement amoureuse de cet endroit.

T. The Fou

SIMPLICITY IN THE SENSE OF COMPLEXITY.

It’s quiet and dark now. I’m bare.

Not lonely. But cold.

The scene started to swirl..and fading.

The stars cannot wait any longer.

They are out of sight.

Feel like it’s over now.  

 

Keep walking, and walking…

Destination never gets closer.

Am still living in the city of lust.

I’m gonna say goodbye tonight.

I’ll meet you at the cemetery.

And you will still find me in the dark.  

 

 

Dark, cold and bare.

Stars out and swirl over me.

Pls, Never say goodnight to my lust.

T. The Complex

 

INTROSPECTING ME.

HAHA. I’M A BITCH.

Listened MC KIMO. Before she left, she reminded me a thing. That’s to take a pic of mine.

Nah..here you are~~

I couldn’t sleep last night because I tried my luck by having a coffee-based hazelnut ice blended at night.

And i did said my sleep wont be affected by caffeine.

Suffered cuz i slept at 6am and woke up at 830am. I was feeling  fueled and energetic.  

I should name myself as Cassandra. Always right in predicting misfortune. Fizzuck.

T. The Somnolent

SURFING ON THE LOVE BOARD.

Mentally dating with someone that doesn’t know my existence.

oh my gosh…i’m outta my mind.

But this is my self-protective system – looking for love, avoiding rejection, avoiding weakness and avoiding everything negative.

We all want to feel good…aren’t we??

I’m now at the centre of my universe.

T. The Universe

RING- RINGS.

 

Well Well. I lo0oove rings so much.

They asked me before. If KISSES were to open a shop, what would I sell?

Hmm…I’m gonna sell RINGS. Variety of rings.

But they asked “ do u think u willing to sell off the rings? and not keeping them for urself? ”

I couldn’t answer. LMFAO.

T. The Rings Addict

OMG. I COULDN’T THINK OF ANY SHITS OUTTA MY HEAD.

My mind was so blank. So empty. There’s nothing running on my head.

Where are all the thoughts? Where are all the love? Where to get back all the feelings?

Feel like lacking of something in my life. I just couldn’t tell what is that.

Maybe i was just looking for the feeling of…….

Falling out of Love!!!

 

T. The Crazy

串你又怎样？

见你前面，就讨厌你后面。

你不停的show off ，让我厌恶。

你装得有钱 ，也只不过沾他人的光。

你装得本事 ，也只不过他人给面子。

你觉得自己很好看 ，高傲得我想一巴巴下去。

你不停的post在FB ，博他人同情 ，恨不得把你delete。

你的activities ，我没兴趣 ，太虚伪。

你狗得… 我顶不顺。

我真想把你当…串烧酱烧。

有一句话想赠你 ，继续你的荣华富贵吧！

 

T. The Evil

WE ARE THE DREAMERS OF…..

Tiredness fuels empty thoughts
I find myself disposed
Brightness fills empty space
In search of inspiration
Harder now with higher speed
Washing in on top of me
So I look to my eskimo friend
I look to my eskimo friend
I look to my eskimo friend
When I'm down, down, down.

I’m gonna dedicate this song to my Eskimo friend!

There’s no inspiration, no sparks, no directions in ME. But I have YOU. Thx.

T. The Eskimo’s Friend

THAT’S ALL FOLKS.

Other than the above shown, I received sth funny as well.

A packet of disposable panties, a packet of tissues, a packet of wet tissues, 3 packets of cottons – All Watson’s Brand. ( Guess she is a Watson’s supporter)

A Whispers’ brand pads, a Doves’ body shampoo, a Biore eye & lip make-up remover, a Nivea’s hand lotion.

最开心也莫过于..打开礼物的心情!

The very first present that surprised me and made me happy whole day, is the present I bought for myself.

Yahooooo…there’s nth more than this.

 

Putting these shits here, so that i will remember what i received for this 2010. 

u dont seem to understand me huh?! i dont seem to understand why too?!!

T. The Forgetful

HOPE EVERYDAY IS MUH BIRTHDAY

Oct 30

 

Seriously very funny when I start singing the bday song to Fang.

Her expression was so damn funny. Iwill neva forget. Haha!!

Anyway, Laughed til cried still.

 

Always the best with muh girls..

What’s the most memorable moment? It was an extremely painful massage session.

Suppose to feel better, but I felt HANDICAPPED. Oh Gosh..

But I 犯贱, definitely will go for second time and enjoy the pains.

Nov 01

Dinner session.

 

Thanks all for spending your time with me.

Thanks for remembering my day.

Thanks for the bday presents.

Just THANKS.

T. The Contented

IT’S SUCH A WASTE IF ALWIZ LOOK BEHIND

" 別怕失去是一首較勵志的歌曲，歌詞講述很多人會在失戀後慣性地徘­徊在過去的失敗中，但其實所有事情都是相對的，有上升就會有下降­、有佔有就會有失去，再深刻的記憶亦會有淡忘的一天.."

 

Life just doesn’t go as planned.

People come by and leave. Friends be nice and betray. Lovers love and cheat.

Just gotta adapt to the changing environment and you’ll be good. 

T. The Flunkee

I WANT YOU SO BADLY

 

A film starring and directed by Johnson Lee  李思捷

I think it’s gonna be interesting. I want this DVD . Tell me where can I get it.

 

He is my new love. Overriding Joel currently =)

Recently been watching 天天天晴 tat’s why liking him so so so much.

xoxo.

T. The Supporter

FML’s

It’s all about Fuck My Life.

(1) One day, I was craving for M&M’s chocolates, I opened the drawer and saw sth similar to M&M’s ( a color-faded version). I took it and decided to put it  into my mouth but it was broken before entering my mouth. Realized it was actually a lizard’s egg. FML.

(2) One night, I was so drunk, I used nail polish remover to remove my mascara. It was so fucking pain and got me back to conscious state. Troubled me whole night. FML. 

(3) One day, I went to buy McD’s and the waiter have a glimpse on my boobs. I never thought that my nipples protrude through the clothes because I wasn’t wearing my bra. And the reason is my nipples got erected because it was so cold in there. FML.    

(4) Many times, I went to school with all my “babies” (plush toys)  in my bag; not books. And I was very scared that people will open up my bag. And I woke up with sweat. It was actually a dream. FML.

(5) One day, I thought my skin is thicker than elephant so I punched the stapler bullet into my finger. Ouch. It tells that my skin isn’t thick. I got it removed with tears cuz it was too fucking pain. FML.

(6)  One time, I was being injected a kinda liquid into my asshole (laxatives effect) before surgery. I was so happy to have a chance to poo. After minutes, I was truly satisfied and I stood up, there ain’t single poo inside. Wholly clean, cleaner than auntie cleans. ?Then, Where’s my poo? FML.

 

In fact not really have to fuck my life larr.

Anyway, it’s just a term used to express.

T. The Waggish

MISSING YOU <3

T. The Homesick

我真係顶Q唔顺咗

请不要再说我很 NEGATIVE  好吗？

我经过的 遇过的 不是你们都能体会的 我就是没你们幸运

不少人告诉我 说我很悲观 我也不想的 就是回不去

五年前的我 根本不知道悲观是什么

现在 只好抱着小心翼翼的态度做人 唉

男人们喜欢的乐观cheerful 的女人 我就是办不到

不过也不觉得自己酱有什不好 至少我很感性

 

今天连写了两个超长的posts 想必你们应该都觉得我很emo

对 没错

遇到月经来潮 把我搞得很惨

除了heavy flow之外 

就连从来就不会肚痛的我 竟然痛了起来

 

因为之前狂灌 …

pineapple juice.. orange juice.. watermelon juice.. 龟苓膏

不凉的都不喝

 

没他的 原因是 我已便秘了很多很多天 

没计算过 不过 应该超过14 天了

还好 还不是最高纪录 最高也只不过是21天而已

所以现阶段 还是 很需要fibers

 

除了以上两样

我还suffer严重的喉咙痛

耳下沿至颈项两旁 都肿了起来

吞saliva都成问题 话也不想多说

应该是身体太热气了 有进没出的

 

不但如此 脸上也长了pimples

不是一粒 是四粒

啊~~~~~ FUCK

应该是身体毒素太太太多了

Laxatives 也不再我身上起作用了

 

就是很无奈

大家应该知道为什么我长得那么肥了吗?

你们 一天没上大号 已吵 "便秘"

那我呢? 应该怎样啊~~~

 

我情绪化 承认

可是 以上的 "烂" 理由

足够让我继续emo啩

都是我的错

说到我闯下的大祸 根本就是自己的错 归根到底还是自个儿的笨

总觉得很厉害保护自己 （很多方面 除了爱情）所以觉得很了不起

从没想过自己最脆弱的一面

对不起 让你们担心了 该道歉的 绝对是我这个大笨蛋

心里绝对是内疚 不懂应该怎样面对你

连开口说话的勇气也没 很想亲口对你说声 "对不起 谢谢"

但这句话 就只在我肚里打滚 吐不出来

多番拿起电话 也没勇气拨通你的号码

对不起 让我永远做个缩头乌龟吧 今世欠你的

没有你陪我聊天的日子 变得很淡 很冷清

你是绝对有权利对我脸黑 或拒绝跟我多说 因为我的确给了你失望

失望与绝望也只是一线之差 那感觉 问我 我最清楚 （之所以酱 我已不再为她操心了）

请你不要有这种想法 多希望有人对我操心 担心我

甚至关心我这个"无人问津" 的人

 

任性的自己 被你的sms感动到

如果在国外的我 你不在的时候 谁来理？谁来救?

我就是从未想过

 

那晚有事找我的人是你 我还记得

我没机会问你发生什么事 想必是不舍得他

 

〈今晚睡在他身边 不舍得 不知下一次见面将会是何时

辗转难眠 很多话想对他说 可他太累因奔波来相见

这时 不累的自己 多么想要有一根香烟在手

恨不得 马上驾车出去 买包烟

开着车窗 播着hed kandi winter chill  来支烟 〉

 

人生得一知己 死而无憾

你完全没必要道歉 错不在你

错在我！！！

又有谁知呢？

很闷 很荒 很无聊 很寂寞 很孤单 又有谁知呢?

每天都在伪装，就是不要别人同情。

很开心早放工，可以回家煲戏 （假的，因为没人约）

很开心没人约，因为不想花钱 （上段当然是假的，不过一方面真的没钱）

很开心一个人，就只是一个人独自享受 （当然要说服自己，要不怎样活下去？）

 

朋友呢？也不想烦她们了，各有各忙的，我也尽量不要占有她们了...

她们开心；我也会替她们开心。因为我也不知可以为什么样的事开心了...

有点失去自我，但还好，没写在脸上.

向来爱蒲的我，当然是因为蒲会带给我快乐，不过最近差点闯下大祸...

幸好得到相救，也更看透很多事.

人都是自私的. 当然我也是.

 

我就是不特别，就是太普通. 从来就没人记得我.

要recall我是谁？必定要经过我身边的美女们.

很清楚知道自己除了没特征，也很丑，没吸引力，而且长得肥.

尝试把自己变美，就是不能，很想去韩国一趟换个新面貌.

就是很想很想有人记得我.

每次上前打招呼不被认得的感受很难受. 有人了解吗?

 

闷到发荒，甚至对我EX 的事物都了如指掌.

如果科技允许，一天，我会把我的心植入他身体..让他知道 感觉我的心有多痛.

当然，当然，我已对他心淡.  （切担心）

 

我就是太闷了，没事做！

不久，我相信我会被寂寞杀死！！

绝笔！！！

END OF THIS WEEK

Heard that this ticket cost few thousands bucks, but im not sure abt the price =S

 

Haha…super cute.

三大难高音

Jacky~~

 

Wanna go F1 and “The 3 Hard Tenos” so much but I’m gonna be in malacca this week.

Grrr..I dowana entertain people =(   Can I have some time for myself? Just myself?!!

Not gonna layan Pure this weekend. Haha!!

Home sick Home sick. Dunno how many mooncakes waiting for me to eat at home.

T. The Moon-Cake-Monster

OFF THE HOOK

 

Sand drawing art is amazing.

吹神真係好神!!

T. The Sina

EVERYDAY I DIE & REBORN AGAIN.

St. James Power House - Party

 
  

Few hours later…………………

Marina at Keppel Bay – Yacht

Seriously tired and I was sleeping like a pig there..

After this pic, we all got back to sleep til we reached.

Woots…Sunny Day!

   A.J..Sorry to say, u’re a bit “chubby” here..LOL.

But I love this pic, I wont delete =P

 

 

 

This is how I spent my raya holidays. Partying for 2-nights. Awesome…but,

Exhaustive. Muscle Pain.

Everyday I die and reborn again as long as I partayyy… =)

T. The Holidayer