TRUTH REVEALED

3years..It's a total of 3years I've been struggling with a jerk.

Now, I finally can convince myself that he is a player. He is a real playboy. He is not sincere to me..not true to me..not real to me.

How do I convince myself actually? Oh Gosh..Never thought that.. The best friend of the jerk even thought that he is a player and agreed that the jerk is not loyal to his other half (referring to me). The wondering part is, he was wondering why Tira is so freaking in love with the jerk!!

Many advised me that please don't ever trust or give chance to this jerk again. From the past, to whoever know me, I do gave chance to him..not once, not twice.......is hell lots!!

Actually it seems like I am letting myself to be fooled by the jerk repeatedly. But feelings kinda things are really hard to explain and tell. No one will understand why would I do so.

At least, something for me to be happy about is..I am loyal to love. I'm sincere in loving the jerk for the past. I don't betray him. I don't feel regret at all.

PEACE~