It’s quiet and dark now. I’m bare.
Not lonely. But cold.
The scene started to swirl..and fading.
The stars cannot wait any longer.
They are out of sight.
Feel like it’s over now.
Keep walking, and walking…
Destination never gets closer.
Am still living in the city of lust.
I’m gonna say goodbye tonight.
I’ll meet you at the cemetery.
And you will still find me in the dark.
Dark, cold and bare.
Stars out and swirl over me.
Pls, Never say goodnight to my lust.
T. The Complex
Mentally dating with someone that doesn’t know my existence.
oh my gosh…i’m outta my mind.
But this is my self-protective system – looking for love, avoiding rejection, avoiding weakness and avoiding everything negative.
We all want to feel good…aren’t we??
I’m now at the centre of my universe.
T. The Universe
Well Well. I lo0oove rings so much.
They asked me before. If KISSES were to open a shop, what would I sell?
Hmm…I’m gonna sell RINGS. Variety of rings.
But they asked “ do u think u willing to sell off the rings? and not keeping them for urself? ”
I couldn’t answer. LMFAO.
T. The Rings Addict
My mind was so blank. So empty. There’s nothing running on my head.
Where are all the thoughts? Where are all the love? Where to get back all the feelings?
Feel like lacking of something in my life. I just couldn’t tell what is that.
Maybe i was just looking for the feeling of…….
Falling out of Love!!!
T. The Crazy
" 別怕失去是一首較勵志的歌曲，歌詞講述很多人會在失戀後慣性地徘徊在過去的失敗中，但其實所有事情都是相對的，有上升就會有下降、有佔有就會有失去，再深刻的記憶亦會有淡忘的一天.."
Life just doesn’t go as planned.
People come by and leave. Friends be nice and betray. Lovers love and cheat.
Just gotta adapt to the changing environment and you’ll be good.
T. The Flunkee
说到我闯下的大祸 根本就是自己的错 归根到底还是自个儿的笨
总觉得很厉害保护自己 （很多方面 除了爱情）所以觉得很了不起
从没想过自己最脆弱的一面
对不起 让你们担心了 该道歉的 绝对是我这个大笨蛋
心里绝对是内疚 不懂应该怎样面对你
连开口说话的勇气也没 很想亲口对你说声 "对不起 谢谢"
但这句话 就只在我肚里打滚 吐不出来
多番拿起电话 也没勇气拨通你的号码
对不起 让我永远做个缩头乌龟吧 今世欠你的
没有你陪我聊天的日子 变得很淡 很冷清
你是绝对有权利对我脸黑 或拒绝跟我多说 因为我的确给了你失望
失望与绝望也只是一线之差 那感觉 问我 我最清楚 （之所以酱 我已不再为她操心了）
请你不要有这种想法 多希望有人对我操心 担心我
甚至关心我这个"无人问津" 的人
任性的自己 被你的sms感动到
如果在国外的我 你不在的时候 谁来理？谁来救?
我就是从未想过
那晚有事找我的人是你 我还记得
我没机会问你发生什么事 想必是不舍得他
〈今晚睡在他身边 不舍得 不知下一次见面将会是何时
辗转难眠 很多话想对他说 可他太累因奔波来相见
这时 不累的自己 多么想要有一根香烟在手
恨不得 马上驾车出去 买包烟
开着车窗 播着hed kandi winter chill 来支烟 〉
人生得一知己 死而无憾
你完全没必要道歉 错不在你
错在我！！！
很闷 很荒 很无聊 很寂寞 很孤单 又有谁知呢?
每天都在伪装，就是不要别人同情。
很开心早放工，可以回家煲戏 （假的，因为没人约）
很开心没人约，因为不想花钱 （上段当然是假的，不过一方面真的没钱）
很开心一个人，就只是一个人独自享受 （当然要说服自己，要不怎样活下去？）
朋友呢？也不想烦她们了，各有各忙的，我也尽量不要占有她们了...
她们开心；我也会替她们开心。因为我也不知可以为什么样的事开心了...
有点失去自我，但还好，没写在脸上.
向来爱蒲的我，当然是因为蒲会带给我快乐，不过最近差点闯下大祸...
幸好得到相救，也更看透很多事.
人都是自私的. 当然我也是.
我就是不特别，就是太普通. 从来就没人记得我.
要recall我是谁？必定要经过我身边的美女们.
很清楚知道自己除了没特征，也很丑，没吸引力，而且长得肥.
尝试把自己变美，就是不能，很想去韩国一趟换个新面貌.
就是很想很想有人记得我.
每次上前打招呼不被认得的感受很难受. 有人了解吗?
闷到发荒，甚至对我EX 的事物都了如指掌.
如果科技允许，一天，我会把我的心植入他身体..让他知道 感觉我的心有多痛.
当然，当然，我已对他心淡. （切担心）
我就是太闷了，没事做！
不久，我相信我会被寂寞杀死！！
绝笔！！！
Camwhore scandly and me
Long lost girl – Joevyn ★
I sprained my ankle when I was drunk. Beautifully fell down. LMFAO.
To Mo, Life without you in Malacca..is wholly SIEN. I miss you much.
To partial of 9G, our first overseas trip is coming. Be readied to create CHAOS in HK.
To You, stop disappointing me. I hate you.
To friends, stop telling lies. I have 6th sense, I act better than a lie detector.
To GOD, I know YOU ARE testing my endurance.
To my Soul, I know you always feel lonely. But remember..you have the greatest parents in the world.
T. The Voice-Out
Is all abt some lame love thingy.
(1) eskimology#2
(2) cherylchew
I’m here to announce that Tira is SINGLE and AVAILABLE again.
Really wondering why my exes were just like to betray me.
Having affair with another girl. On and off. Repeatedly. Like my heart is made of iron.
Stabbing into my heart inches by inches.
Sigh. I have to admit I’m getting used to it nowadays. Step by step. Moving forward.
I wish to be loved also. However, I’m destined to be hurt. :(
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Who plays who out is da question.
“Guys aren’t trustworthy” – Was told by a guy D.L *wondering*
Sooner or later I’m gonna be les. lolxx. Who’s gonna be my 1st partner?
T. The Love-Loser
im not right already..
even listening to songs also making me feel like dying..
there are songs..many songs..
which will make me feel like flying..
the feeling is like leaving the world peacefully..
im ready to die..
heart in me doesnt belong to me anymore..
i have no feel twds it anymore..
insecurity..
im so cold so cold now..
can gimme some warmth?
T. The Cold
my life is a mess.
i messed up everything.
everything messed me up.
i have got lots to move.
i have got lots to prove.
i’m alright stil..people.
T. The Let-Go
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
T. The Corpse
