T. THE TIRA

Sunday, March 15, 2009

I JUST WANNA SCREAM & LOSE CONTROL

ZOUK KL

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

天蝎座[篇]

天蝎座是一个强烈的星座。他们的爱与恨，他们的人生观点，他们的生活方式，都充满了强烈二字，他们强烈的爱憎，强烈的需求，强烈的追求＆索取，而这些强烈的成分，也使天蝎座变得倔强。

天蝎座的外表往往看起来很老实，他们看起来安分守己，中规中矩，并不会第一眼就给人留下深刻印象。但是如果以为他们真的如此一般，那就是大错特错。

天蝎们内心总是暗潮汹涌，他们对人生有着强烈的眷恋＆希冀，他们渴望权利，渴望金钱，更渴望爱情。他们常常不动声色，让人误以为他们沉默乏味。但是那其实只是他们在审时度势的不断观察。

他们的目标其实一贯都很明确，但他们是小心谨慎的，他们从不轻易暴露自己心中的想法。他们有着长期观察和考验的过程。不论是他们谋求一个职位还是得到一个人。一旦他们感到有把握，他们就会立刻出击，动作迅速，毫不犹豫，而且往往一击致胜。

他们诞生的时间，恰是步入中年时期的开端，个人开始卯足全力，以期能在未来达到巅峰。所以，天蝎们具备了许多分裂不融合的特质，而也使他们拥有比其他星座更多的持久能力。这在其他星座那里是鲜见的。他们如果认定了的人或事，是很难发生喜新厌旧的状态。

天蝎们表面看来并没有那么强烈的特质，他们往往显得文静柔弱。但是他们内心坚如磐石，他们有着强烈的自我守护及占有欲望。但是天蝎们并不是真的那么心狠手辣。他们确实会坚定不移的报复那些曾经伤害他们的人，但是更多时候，天蝎们只是在心里想想而已。他们绝对不宽容，但是他们也并不是真的有他们自己想象中的心狠手辣，即便是成功报复后，他们也往往会自己承受一段时间的痛苦煎熬，这令天蝎们反复焦灼，也更体现了天蝎座矛盾的性格。

虽然矛盾是人生的一大特征，但是没有比天蝎座更能体现这个词汇含义的星座了。这个星座的人天生就在强烈的矛盾感中度过。
这源于他们出生的时间就是开始尝试交融各种互相对立的矛盾事物的阶段。

他们的表现有时候非常奇怪，让人觉得他们神秘莫测，他们对人的方式有时候非常晦涩，让人揣摩不到他们的真实意图，你以为他们所作所为是因为想要得到A，而真实答案是，他们要的可能不是A也不是B＆C，而是D！

所以要尝试了解天蝎座人，确实需要经过漫长的磨合过程，要适应他们突然狂躁突然沉默的性格特征。在天蝎们要真正接纳一个人的时候，他们的状态是反复无常的，但是经过了这段时间的斗志斗勇后，天蝎们就会将你真正接受，而且基本能做到不离不弃。

天蝎座们许多人穷其一生都会感到焦灼＆痛苦，因为他们的欲望太强烈＆执着，而他们的性格又异常的倔强和坚强。他们需要的不仅仅是成功。其实他们常常是成功的，但是因为他们永远奋进的执着理想，和他们对美好事物的强烈占有欲望，使他们一生都在不端追寻而无法停下脚步，享受安逸的生活现状。

Saturday, March 7, 2009

A day started with a bread which is my breakfast before revision class..causing me a whole day sufferings...stomachache...keep burping as air from stomach has been forced through my throat..lots gas in my stomach. So blur. Then, went to class with an incomplete and unfinished homework due to my laziness. Dare to pass up summore. Arghh..I am in mess.

Class finished. I chatted with friends on some unimportant issue...actually is just crapping around..on the flights we gonna take only. Just after crapping, went down from the stairs. A super heavy pouring rain started. I am just so talkative that I think if I dont crap and got down earlier..I wouldn't have met with da rain..could have possibly avoid it. Yish..bad luck~

About to reach Alpha, landlord called & asked me to send her da rental outside Alpha, she won't wanna come in to my unit. I can't even get down from da car as I reached my car park because the rain was just too heavy. Seeing a auntie beside me went down from her car with a super duper big and seemingly strong umbrella (can fight with those in pasar malam..lol), her umbrella went out of shape. So, alternatively I got up to my unit and came down with da rental to meet her...but, me appeared to be a pouring chicken. Just right after I paid da rental, da rain is abt to over..with few drops coming from the sky. Yish..unlucky again~

Evening, a meet with Kyle and friends. I'm late. Traffic jam. Thought to give him a call but can't get to find out my hp. Owh..realized. Hp was left at home after answering yy's call. OMG! Wat the heck am I doing? How da hell I can do now to get his number? Impossible to turn back at all. Can't think of what to do. Can't really think of. Fortunately, a guide beside me to guide me. A call to kimo as I only remember her number..haa! But can't get. Then, another call to Scan's home to find her mum..to get Scan's number..Then, a call to Scan..to get Joan's number..Then, a call to Joan..to get Ivan's number..Then, a call to Ivan..to FINALLY get Kyle's number. Yish..SUEH again due to my carelessness~

Night, 2cars left Mid Valley towards Sunway. Suffered a jam in car park roughly half hour. Sickish. Then, lost in way again. Both cars can't get to follow each other summore. I reached 1st, again waited another half hour for the other car to reach.

Planned night, to MOS Euphoria. But the couple quarreled, we again waited there for nth. Finally, got to the entrance of MOS. Sigh, too expensive on Sat. We left again. To another club - C. BANANA. What The Fuck. OMG. This is da worst club I ever been to. Beng & Lian all around. Dirty cheap bitches around. Sound system lousy to da max. All these is still okay. Only 5mins we have entered da club, police came with all the music stops and lights on. Again 1hour wasted for nth. My mood totally got ruined & spoiled. Music on and lights out then.....Chivas and beers on da table. Only few sips, went to toilet vomit and vomit...Sigh..I'm just so sick. Can't wait to leave..but stil stand till da last minute. Yish...It's really not a day of mine.

Everything doesn't goes on smoothly.

Hope for a better Saturday to come~~

Monday, February 23, 2009

SUN-TANNING ADVENTURE

I take U to wherever I go

军舰

Autumn in Japan

TAN LINE WHILE RIDING BIKE ??

老人与母狗

FAILED IN TANNING

Note: We have 上演了一次 da real type of Mat Rempit. I did a pick up on da motorbike by pressing too much oil with a gear numbered 1 (ONE)...then...da road too steep, I BUANG motor tim. We fell on da road with our butt helping us to reduce da seriousness of da injury. My poor fren (can't even get to bend her body due to the act of Mat Rempit) helping me to kutip all da stuffs that dropped out from my bag - includes nail polish, plushy named ah siong, vaseline, tiger balm, glister, sunglasses, concealer, towels, notebook, pen, camera , handphone, etc. So, thanks to her..sorry to her as well. Bruises and pain all around.........

生死边缘[篇]

这两天总觉得怪怪的...从跌摩多....下楼梯跌倒....爸爸晕倒....就觉得会有不好的事即将发生...

于是, 在回家的路上都在心里念着佛号...很担心会有事发生!!!

但是, 不幸的......坏事还是发生了......

整条高速公路上, 都驾着 60km/hour, wiper 开到最快的speed, 距离前面的车超远, 因为雨实在太大了....根本就看不见前方.....

驾着....驾着....看见前面有brake灯（距离还蛮远的车踩brake）, 于是我也跟着踩brake....因为知道下雨天必须保持安全距离, 也曾试过失控撞上别辆车! 当踩brake的时候, 发现它失灵了....车竟然没慢下...心慌了....只知道当下应狠踩...

说时慢那时快, 我的车从 middle lane 冲出 fast lane, 在手上的 steering 还是直的....接着, 车身就贴着 divider 磨着去（长达3秒吧）, 直到我把 brake 踩尽....车子完全失控, 在 middle & fast lane 之间打转.......... 打转着..........................................................

心想, 这次我死定了....我可能回不了家....我不想死....我不想....我还有很多东西还没做....还不想离开这世界....我很怕..Please! Please! 不要有车来......

突然, 圈也转完了........竟然没有半辆车撞上我......我三魂不见了七魄...谢神佛保佑...继续开车...全身发抖...然后，就开始失控的哭了!! 幸好有好友 kimo & YY 的安抚, 我才能回到自己的家.

在这生死边缘, 我才意识到自己有多么想活.....以后我都不会再想 "不如死掉算了,一了百了".....在这一刻, 我还是很怕很怕.....