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Friday, February 13, 2009

害怕.你.自己[篇]

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好多想对你说的.....都埋在心里.....把想说的都给吞了.....                因为你的声音,你的语气都成为了我的负担.也厌倦了吵架的感觉....       我累了....                                                                                       
我害怕你,就连你的声音我都害怕听到......................................

我是一个很害怕承诺的人,就像很害怕别人给我的承诺一样。所以,我不会轻易给人许下诺言。想想。我开始害怕你给的承诺.....一切是真是假,真的难以分辨。山盟海誓是个笑话吗?还是这只是一个花巧的字词?我开始对你给的承诺产生抗拒,期待与等待的我总是受到伤害。

有人说:“我不会在承诺上面加上时间,我只相信你此刻是爱我的,那便足够了。我不相信天长地久,我比较相信当下。如果那真的爱你的人当下许下那个诺言,就已经是最大的勇气了。诺言会不会成真,已不重要。” 我不认同。。。。。

在想,如果选择离开你,最放不开的,到底是你当初对我许下的诺言,还是你陪我走过的时间与岁月?经不起考验的,是承诺,还是时间?

我..[篇]

今天,抱着期待的心把该行李都整理好了.准备出发了.对于这个决定的后果竟是个未知数.会是惊喜?还是并非自己想像的一样?我不清楚.......只知道,只要是面对这种事情,都会让自己变得犹豫,胆怯....


最后的结局,让错误的直觉克服了前进的心,逆着意做了一个决定.放下了行李......为顾虑太多的心画上句点......决定哪里都不去.......继续躲在自己的空间,累下去.

***有些东西只足以欣赏,却不足以拥有..........

低落[篇]

讨厌承诺......仿佛让人沉醉再用力的把你推到谷底....

讨厌伤心......仿佛心里头滴着血....流着泪....

讨厌欺骗......人与人之间就会失去那份信心....

讨厌故犯......只会让人厌倦....远离....

说得再好......也只是一箩箩的谎言....

这时..觉得自己累了....完全不想听任何解释...任何谎话...

只想一个人躲在被里头...狠狠地...痛哭一场!


如果不肯定会达成,就别给别人希望!!!!!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

预料以内[篇]

可怕的一天终于来临了。。

我会勇敢地去面对。。

一定会。。

Sunday, December 7, 2008

LONELINESS ATTACKED

I hate this kinda feelings!!

I talked to the air..

I talked to the computer..

I talked to the mirror..

I talked to no one..

I am so lonely..

I am learning to be solo..will try..will try..

Thursday, November 13, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY..DADDY!!

I have a lot to wish but I just dunno how.

At the end, I just said a "happy birthday lorr...pa"

I am so far from my dad..I wanna be sweet..tell him how much I love him. My mouth was just too hard to open. My voice was just too hard to come out.

My daddy is da most nice person in da world ever & ever. No one can replace him. He is the only one who loves me n sayang me da most. I want him to stay healthy alwiz..I want him to take care of himself and mommy well..I want him to be 长命百岁..I want him to be with us forever & ever. I just wish my brother & sister wont keep make my daddy angry d..My papa is already da most best & responsible daddy in da world. I dowan to see him feel disappointed on his children.

I wanna say..I really love my daddy!

Friday, October 31, 2008

Thought it would be SPECIAL..

No surprises. Nth special happened.

31.10.2008 Gone like that...with the coming of...

01.11.2008

Thursday, October 30, 2008

UNFORGETTABLE

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Da day i feel pekchek da most.

A Note to KIMO:

Kimo..i didn't mean to mad at u. Sorry.I know i've made u angry once where u just turned and went away from me. I didn't mean it. Really. There are too many things caused me such. Initially, thought it would be a wonderful day but then...everything being ruined.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

TODAY

猫也喂了 衣服洗了 药也吃了 心又痛了 没人问

有没有可能 先分开一阵

心慢慢冰冷 我试着微笑

我拉不住伤心往回忆的路上奔跑

可怜的是 我还以为爱只有 快乐的成份~~

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