T. THE TIRA

JUST TO BE CRAZY

2010-12-03T16:52:00.003+08:00

everyone wanna blow the candles :S

Fou de Fafa simply means “just to be crazy”.

Delicious food served in jumbo size. Whoa….Full.

Good atmosphere tranquilizing me.

I wasn’t paying single cent yet i get 50cents, haha, only for Nov & Dec Bday babies.

Je suis follement amoureuse de cet endroit.

T. The Fou

SIMPLICITY IN THE SENSE OF COMPLEXITY.

2010-11-27T02:42:00.002+08:00

It’s quiet and dark now. I’m bare.

Not lonely. But cold.

The scene started to swirl..and fading.

The stars cannot wait any longer.

They are out of sight.

Feel like it’s over now.

Keep walking, and walking…

Destination never gets closer.

Am still living in the city of lust.

I’m gonna say goodbye tonight.

I’ll meet you at the cemetery.

And you will still find me in the dark.

Dark, cold and bare.

Stars out and swirl over me.

Pls, Never say goodnight to my lust.

T. The Complex

INTROSPECTING ME.

2010-11-21T19:09:00.002+08:00

HAHA. I’M A BITCH.

Listened MC KIMO. Before she left, she reminded me a thing. That’s to take a pic of mine.

Nah..here you are~~

I couldn’t sleep last night because I tried my luck by having a coffee-based hazelnut ice blended at night.

And i did said my sleep wont be affected by caffeine.

Suffered cuz i slept at 6am and woke up at 830am. I was feeling fueled and energetic.

I should name myself as Cassandra. Always right in predicting misfortune. Fizzuck.

T. The Somnolent

SURFING ON THE LOVE BOARD.

2010-11-17T15:08:00.002+08:00

Mentally dating with someone that doesn’t know my existence.

oh my gosh…i’m outta my mind.

But this is my self-protective system – looking for love, avoiding rejection, avoiding weakness and avoiding everything negative.

We all want to feel good…aren’t we??

I’m now at the centre of my universe.

T. The Universe

RING- RINGS.

2010-11-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

Well Well. I lo0oove rings so much.

They asked me before. If KISSES were to open a shop, what would I sell?

Hmm…I’m gonna sell RINGS. Variety of rings.

But they asked “ do u think u willing to sell off the rings? and not keeping them for urself? ”

I couldn’t answer. LMFAO.

T. The Rings Addict

OMG. I COULDN’T THINK OF ANY SHITS OUTTA MY HEAD.

2010-11-12T00:33:00.001+08:00

My mind was so blank. So empty. There’s nothing running on my head.

Where are all the thoughts? Where are all the love? Where to get back all the feelings?

Feel like lacking of something in my life. I just couldn’t tell what is that.

Maybe i was just looking for the feeling of…….

Falling out of Love!!!

T. The Crazy

串你又怎样？

2010-11-10T13:48:00.001+08:00

见你前面，就讨厌你后面。

你不停的show off ，让我厌恶。

你装得有钱，也只不过沾他人的光。

你装得本事，也只不过他人给面子。

你觉得自己很好看，高傲得我想一巴巴下去。

你不停的post在FB ，博他人同情，恨不得把你delete。

你的activities ，我没兴趣，太虚伪。

你狗得… 我顶不顺。

我真想把你当…串烧酱烧。

有一句话想赠你，继续你的荣华富贵吧！

T. The Evil

WE ARE THE DREAMERS OF…..

2010-11-08T00:31:00.001+08:00

Tiredness fuels empty thoughts
I find myself disposed
Brightness fills empty space
In search of inspiration
Harder now with higher speed
Washing in on top of me
So I look to my eskimo friend
I look to my eskimo friend
I look to my eskimo friend
When I'm down, down, down.

I’m gonna dedicate this song to my Eskimo friend!

There’s no inspiration, no sparks, no directions in ME. But I have YOU. Thx.

T. The Eskimo’s Friend

THAT’S ALL FOLKS.

2010-11-02T12:25:00.001+08:00

Other than the above shown, I received sth funny as well.

A packet of disposable panties, a packet of tissues, a packet of wet tissues, 3 packets of cottons – All Watson’s Brand. ( Guess she is a Watson’s supporter)

A Whispers’ brand pads, a Doves’ body shampoo, a Biore eye & lip make-up remover, a Nivea’s hand lotion.

最开心也莫过于..打开礼物的心情!

The very first present that surprised me and made me happy whole day, is the present I bought for myself.

Yahooooo…there’s nth more than this.

Putting these shits here, so that i will remember what i received for this 2010.

u dont seem to understand me huh?! i dont seem to understand why too?!!

T. The Forgetful

HOPE EVERYDAY IS MUH BIRTHDAY

2010-11-01T12:02:00.001+08:00

Oct 30

Seriously very funny when I start singing the bday song to Fang.

Her expression was so damn funny. Iwill neva forget. Haha!!

Anyway, Laughed til cried still.

Always the best with muh girls..

What’s the most memorable moment? It was an extremely painful massage session.

Suppose to feel better, but I felt HANDICAPPED. Oh Gosh..

But I 犯贱, definitely will go for second time and enjoy the pains.

Nov 01

Dinner session.

Thanks all for spending your time with me.

Thanks for remembering my day.

Thanks for the bday presents.

Just THANKS.

T. The Contented

IT’S SUCH A WASTE IF ALWIZ LOOK BEHIND

2010-10-27T00:30:00.001+08:00

" 別怕失去是一首較勵志的歌曲，歌詞講述很多人會在失戀後慣性地徘徊在過去的失敗中，但其實所有事情都是相對的，有上升就會有下降、有佔有就會有失去，再深刻的記憶亦會有淡忘的一天.."

Life just doesn’t go as planned.

People come by and leave. Friends be nice and betray. Lovers love and cheat.

Just gotta adapt to the changing environment and you’ll be good.

T. The Flunkee

I WANT YOU SO BADLY

2010-10-12T18:53:00.002+08:00

A film starring and directed by Johnson Lee 李思捷

I think it’s gonna be interesting. I want this DVD . Tell me where can I get it.

He is my new love. Overriding Joel currently =)

Recently been watching 天天天晴 tat’s why liking him so so so much.

xoxo.

T. The Supporter

FML’s

2010-10-03T15:46:00.001+08:00

It’s all about Fuck My Life.

(1) One day, I was craving for M&M’s chocolates, I opened the drawer and saw sth similar to M&M’s ( a color-faded version). I took it and decided to put it into my mouth but it was broken before entering my mouth. Realized it was actually a lizard’s egg. FML.

(2) One night, I was so drunk, I used nail polish remover to remove my mascara. It was so fucking pain and got me back to conscious state. Troubled me whole night. FML.

(3) One day, I went to buy McD’s and the waiter have a glimpse on my boobs. I never thought that my nipples protrude through the clothes because I wasn’t wearing my bra. And the reason is my nipples got erected because it was so cold in there. FML.

(4) Many times, I went to school with all my “babies” (plush toys) in my bag; not books. And I was very scared that people will open up my bag. And I woke up with sweat. It was actually a dream. FML.

(5) One day, I thought my skin is thicker than elephant so I punched the stapler bullet into my finger. Ouch. It tells that my skin isn’t thick. I got it removed with tears cuz it was too fucking pain. FML.

(6) One time, I was being injected a kinda liquid into my asshole (laxatives effect) before surgery. I was so happy to have a chance to poo. After minutes, I was truly satisfied and I stood up, there ain’t single poo inside. Wholly clean, cleaner than auntie cleans. ?Then, Where’s my poo? FML.

In fact not really have to fuck my life larr.

Anyway, it’s just a term used to express.

T. The Waggish

MISSING YOU <3

2010-10-03T01:13:00.001+08:00

T. The Homesick

我真係顶Q唔顺咗

2010-10-03T00:18:00.001+08:00

请不要再说我很 NEGATIVE 好吗？

我经过的遇过的不是你们都能体会的我就是没你们幸运

不少人告诉我说我很悲观我也不想的就是回不去

五年前的我根本不知道悲观是什么

现在只好抱着小心翼翼的态度做人唉

男人们喜欢的乐观cheerful 的女人我就是办不到

不过也不觉得自己酱有什不好至少我很感性

今天连写了两个超长的posts 想必你们应该都觉得我很emo

对没错

遇到月经来潮把我搞得很惨

除了heavy flow之外

就连从来就不会肚痛的我竟然痛了起来

因为之前狂灌 …

pineapple juice.. orange juice.. watermelon juice.. 龟苓膏

不凉的都不喝

没他的原因是我已便秘了很多很多天

没计算过不过应该超过14 天了

还好还不是最高纪录最高也只不过是21天而已

所以现阶段还是很需要fibers

除了以上两样

我还suffer严重的喉咙痛

耳下沿至颈项两旁都肿了起来

吞saliva都成问题话也不想多说

应该是身体太热气了有进没出的

不但如此脸上也长了pimples

不是一粒是四粒

啊~~~~~ FUCK

应该是身体毒素太太太多了

Laxatives 也不再我身上起作用了

就是很无奈

大家应该知道为什么我长得那么肥了吗?

你们一天没上大号已吵 "便秘"

那我呢? 应该怎样啊~~~

我情绪化承认

可是以上的 "烂" 理由

足够让我继续emo啩

都是我的错

2010-10-02T20:57:00.002+08:00

说到我闯下的大祸根本就是自己的错归根到底还是自个儿的笨

总觉得很厉害保护自己（很多方面除了爱情）所以觉得很了不起

从没想过自己最脆弱的一面

对不起让你们担心了该道歉的绝对是我这个大笨蛋

心里绝对是内疚不懂应该怎样面对你

连开口说话的勇气也没很想亲口对你说声 "对不起谢谢"

但这句话就只在我肚里打滚吐不出来

多番拿起电话也没勇气拨通你的号码

对不起让我永远做个缩头乌龟吧今世欠你的

没有你陪我聊天的日子变得很淡很冷清

你是绝对有权利对我脸黑或拒绝跟我多说因为我的确给了你失望

失望与绝望也只是一线之差那感觉问我我最清楚（之所以酱我已不再为她操心了）

请你不要有这种想法多希望有人对我操心担心我

甚至关心我这个"无人问津" 的人

任性的自己被你的sms感动到

如果在国外的我你不在的时候谁来理？谁来救?

我就是从未想过

那晚有事找我的人是你我还记得

我没机会问你发生什么事想必是不舍得他

〈今晚睡在他身边不舍得不知下一次见面将会是何时

辗转难眠很多话想对他说可他太累因奔波来相见

这时不累的自己多么想要有一根香烟在手

恨不得马上驾车出去买包烟

开着车窗播着hed kandi winter chill 来支烟〉

人生得一知己死而无憾

你完全没必要道歉错不在你

错在我！！！

又有谁知呢？

2010-10-02T12:45:00.002+08:00

很闷很荒很无聊很寂寞很孤单又有谁知呢?

每天都在伪装，就是不要别人同情。

很开心早放工，可以回家煲戏（假的，因为没人约）

很开心没人约，因为不想花钱（上段当然是假的，不过一方面真的没钱）

很开心一个人，就只是一个人独自享受（当然要说服自己，要不怎样活下去？）

朋友呢？也不想烦她们了，各有各忙的，我也尽量不要占有她们了...

她们开心；我也会替她们开心。因为我也不知可以为什么样的事开心了...

有点失去自我，但还好，没写在脸上.

向来爱蒲的我，当然是因为蒲会带给我快乐，不过最近差点闯下大祸...

幸好得到相救，也更看透很多事.

人都是自私的. 当然我也是.

我就是不特别，就是太普通. 从来就没人记得我.

要recall我是谁？必定要经过我身边的美女们.

很清楚知道自己除了没特征，也很丑，没吸引力，而且长得肥.

尝试把自己变美，就是不能，很想去韩国一趟换个新面貌.

就是很想很想有人记得我.

每次上前打招呼不被认得的感受很难受. 有人了解吗?

闷到发荒，甚至对我EX 的事物都了如指掌.

如果科技允许，一天，我会把我的心植入他身体..让他知道感觉我的心有多痛.

当然，当然，我已对他心淡. （切担心）

我就是太闷了，没事做！

不久，我相信我会被寂寞杀死！！

绝笔！！！

END OF THIS WEEK

2010-09-22T13:50:00.002+08:00

Heard that this ticket cost few thousands bucks, but im not sure abt the price =S

Haha…super cute.

三大难高音

Jacky~~

Wanna go F1 and “The 3 Hard Tenos” so much but I’m gonna be in malacca this week.

Grrr..I dowana entertain people =( Can I have some time for myself? Just myself?!!

Not gonna layan Pure this weekend. Haha!!

Home sick Home sick. Dunno how many mooncakes waiting for me to eat at home.

T. The Moon-Cake-Monster

OFF THE HOOK

2010-09-21T13:18:00.001+08:00

Sand drawing art is amazing.

吹神真係好神!!

T. The Sina

EVERYDAY I DIE & REBORN AGAIN.

2010-09-13T15:35:00.002+08:00

St. James Power House - Party

Few hours later…………………

Marina at Keppel Bay – Yacht

Seriously tired and I was sleeping like a pig there..

After this pic, we all got back to sleep til we reached.

Woots…Sunny Day!

A.J..Sorry to say, u’re a bit “chubby” here..LOL.

But I love this pic, I wont delete =P

This is how I spent my raya holidays. Partying for 2-nights. Awesome…but,

Exhaustive. Muscle Pain.

Everyday I die and reborn again as long as I partayyy… =)

T. The Holidayer

糟蹋黑芝麻糊。。

2010-09-12T16:09:00.001+08:00

Handsome Mo.

Koala Yoko.

Retarded Jo. ^^

Funniest Scand.

Well. If scand saw this post, she f**king gonna kill me. Haha..

I’m sorry, scand! I promised not to post in FB only. =) You are the cutest among all…

HK is da best trip i ever had. Really da best. As I have all of my besties with me.

Best frens foreva!! xoxo. <3

T. The HK-Lover

JUST TO UPDATE.

2010-09-04T11:44:00.002+08:00

Woah….It has been some time I nv update my blog.

Oopss…He has a new gf already & He is in a relationship now. Anyway…I did feel uneasy.

To You, Ur msg to me in fb is kinda like wanting me to click on ur profile and let me know that u’re in a relationship. WTF!!!

Mo is here..yay !!! As usual, our last sentence nv last one. Til morning……….*yawn* I’m real sleepy now!

Why izzit so stress to be/stay with me? I’m not a VERY tidy person..ok?!!

Ytd I took a MC leave *evil smile*, obviously I’m not ill. I went to see a doctor, I chat with the doctor for about half an hour(creating all the stories), surprisingly…he believed and he thought that I’m seriously sick. LMFAO. Uhmm…Is either my face looks like zombie for being too pale or I AM such a good actress?! HAHA!!

T. The Zombie

HOW COME IT COSTS MORE THAN IT SHOULD BE?

2010-08-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

Time passes fast like hell. I guess you guys having the same feelings as me. Today I scanned through my 300GB hardisk, there are pics since year 2006 til recent. What surprise me is, I found out that in this little rectangular box, it contains more than thousands of secrets. My personal diaries, my heart feelings, my confessions, my conversations with people, my letters to HIM and hell lots of shitty stuff.

I’m so amazed by myself *cheeky smile* of writing some terribly long letters to him, yet they were not being delivered, stored somewhere deep underneath my heart. They have been hiding for a year or MORE, until TODAY. The feelings of foolishness once flowing up.

For real, in da past, I never been this emotional before. My life is truly screwed up. I even wrote this to myself “I had a fucking relationship that I really wish it was never happened and I never been committed in it before. But the thing is it does happened and I have been repeating the same mistake again and again. Why is it life so complicated and UNEASY? My love relationship and memories are sucks. But today I’m gonna face the truth and welcome my future. I have to write out the whole stories of me and him, the happy and the bitters. And let go.” yada yada yada, paragraphs of essay.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let it go!!! Besties, i’m trying very very hard already, gimme more time.

TO YOU,

U hurt me too deep as my love to you is just too deep

I've broken all my promises to you

You've broken all your promises to me

Turn away and don’t look me into my eyes

So that there’s no connection between us

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me so easily?

Like nothing’s wrong

I was left feeling so alone

It was harder than I thought

These days ain’t easy anymore

Like occurred in my life before

Yet I’m still not able to accommodate

T. The Remedy-Needy

IT WAS ALL ABT BLUR

2010-08-14T14:26:00.002+08:00

the pic that i love the most

Found that blurry is kinda attractive.

The beauty of imperfections.

T. The Torn

WE ALL HAVE GROWN UP

2010-08-13T23:42:00.005+08:00

GeoTagged, [N1.34958, W103.93471]

With all my ex-best-f6-mates.

Nice outings. As usual, we bickering each other.

UPM almost got me crazy. But all passed.

iPhone testing to blog again

T. The Forgiver

又能怎样？

2010-08-11T11:30:00.001+08:00

我不开心。。

可我又能怎样？

又再次哭了

一场欢喜，一场空。

ELEVEN IS WHERE WE KISSED PUBLICLY

2010-08-10T16:39:00.002+08:00

Camwhore scandly and me

Long lost girl – Joevyn ★

I sprained my ankle when I was drunk. Beautifully fell down. LMFAO.

To Mo, Life without you in Malacca..is wholly SIEN. I miss you much.

To partial of 9G, our first overseas trip is coming. Be readied to create CHAOS in HK.

To You, stop disappointing me. I hate you.

To friends, stop telling lies. I have 6th sense, I act better than a lie detector.

To GOD, I know YOU ARE testing my endurance.

To my Soul, I know you always feel lonely. But remember..you have the greatest parents in the world.

T. The Voice-Out

OFF THE SIDEWALK

2010-08-10T09:27:00.003+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

WELL THAT’S ALRIGHT because i like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

That’s alright because i love the way u lie

i love the way u lie

I love this song as it is best describing my feelings.

I love the video as it is fucking sexy.

T. The Retarded

NO PARANORMAL SCENE PLEASE

2010-07-29T17:09:00.003+08:00

cheryl left to Bangkok already.

johnny left to Malaysia already.

joan left to nowhere already. I guess she already relocated herself to somewhere else. Her soul specifically.

i’m gonna be alone tonight, tomorrow night….

alone in da house, which I afraid da most. ISHHH…I DOWAN!! SERIOUSLY DOWAN!!

been years I’m sleeping with the lights on if I’m gonna sleep alone.

ok..what more I can do this time? Other than on my room light, I have to on the whole house’s lights PERHAPS.

what’s da kind of creature that can make this BIG TIRA afraid da most?

well…is just sth invisible, unseen, shadowy, nonexistent. LOL.

i could not be able to visualize when I open my eyes, I see “someone” above me and staring at me in dark.

killing me..babe!!!

how to ease my mind at night?

i give you money, accompany me pls.

T. The Timid

1/11/11

2010-07-27T09:24:00.002+08:00

Just read a news regarding people are tying their knot on this coming 10/10/10. Could be a memorable day i guess.

So, I suddenly have a thought that I would want to get marry on next year 1/11/11.

What a great idea? LOL.

I can celebrate my birthday and wedding anniversary at the same time in future.

I am old enough to get marry already..man!!

C’mon..GOD! Don’t make me sick of L.O.V.E already.

I will simply grab a man (perhaps a woman..haha) to tie a knot with me then..

FML. I seriously lost faith in love and relationship d. Thanks to all the contributors..

Click on the link below:

Vera Wang Bridal Collections

One of my fav.

Well…I damn love the bridal collectionss from Vera. Absolutely fantastic!!

Au revoir.

T. The Marry-Me

IS KEPT BLANK AND EMPTY STILL.

2010-07-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

Last pic I took before shifting out

Nv had a good sleep for the past 2 weeks since moved in.

My room looks warm and sweet..isn’t it? Then..what’s wrong with me? Stil lovesick?

FML. I have serious problem!!

Teach me how to take nice pictures. I’m struggling.

T. The Bubble-Headed

LATIDO

2010-07-10T09:14:00.002+08:00

Absolutely Great.

Dear all my precious girls…dedicate to you all.

T. The Spaniards

YOU LOOK SO FINE.

2010-07-07T17:11:00.003+08:00

I’m not like all the other girls.

I can’t take it like the other girls.

I won’t share it like the other girls.

T. The Fine

I’M WALKING IT OUT. AT EASE.

2010-07-06T17:12:00.001+08:00

xoxo

Transform. Evolve. Divert.

T. The Homie

IT’S JULY

2010-07-05T17:12:00.000+08:00

Is all abt some lame love thingy.

(1) eskimology#2

(2) cherylchew

I’m here to announce that Tira is SINGLE and AVAILABLE again.

Really wondering why my exes were just like to betray me.

Having affair with another girl. On and off. Repeatedly. Like my heart is made of iron.

Stabbing into my heart inches by inches.

Sigh. I have to admit I’m getting used to it nowadays. Step by step. Moving forward.

I wish to be loved also. However, I’m destined to be hurt. :(

***********************************************************

Who plays who out is da question.

“Guys aren’t trustworthy” – Was told by a guy D.L *wondering*

Sooner or later I’m gonna be les. lolxx. Who’s gonna be my 1st partner?

T. The Love-Loser

GIMME WARMTH SO THAT I SURVIVE

2010-06-30T12:31:00.001+08:00

im not right already..

even listening to songs also making me feel like dying..

there are songs..many songs..

which will make me feel like flying..

the feeling is like leaving the world peacefully..

im ready to die..

heart in me doesnt belong to me anymore..

i have no feel twds it anymore..

insecurity..

im so cold so cold now..

can gimme some warmth?

T. The Cold

HAVOC

2010-06-30T09:29:00.002+08:00

my life is a mess.

i messed up everything.

everything messed me up.

i have got lots to move.

i have got lots to prove.

i’m alright stil..people.

T. The Let-Go

BE WITH ME TIL END.

2010-06-25T13:34:00.002+08:00

I feel so lost suddenly!
I have no sense of direction at all.
I feel like killing myself.
I start hating myself.
Daily routine is just like a piece of shit.
Troubles nv stopped.
All I ever think of is u.
I wish someone can escape with me.
I neva want things to b da same.
I'm so LIFELESS!!!!
I know tat ppl may think tat I nv know how to satisfy.
But da feeling is flowing up n is killing me.
I feel suffocating n drowning.
Really.
I need someone to understd me.
No one. No one.
I'm just very lost very lost.
Living blindly in this colourful world.
Nv know how to colorize my world.
I shall live in my mysterious dreamland like I nv had a chance to wake up.
IM SO LAME!!!

A note to Mo before I commit suicide.

I feel so down. lame. weak. ill.

U’re alwiz my best lame-mate ever. ♥

All I ever think of is really YOU. Only you.

T. The Suicidal

DYING DAY.

2010-06-25T13:17:00.002+08:00

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need

T. The Corpse

ALL TIME LOW

2010-06-23T12:46:00.002+08:00

AM I SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY?

ALL I EVER WANTED

IT COMES WITH A PRICE.

Opportunity costs I’d say.

I will neva satisfied with what I had. Why?

My sky just suddenly turns grey.

T. The Absolute

STARS ALWIZ SHINE ABOVE ME.

2010-06-18T18:42:00.002+08:00

Do you believe that I’ve fallen in love with you?

Please look up, the stars are the same though we are not at the same place. I heart you.

I neva thought devil can be good. Devil comforts me during my bad times. *Happy*

T. The Devilicious

GRAVITY IS AGAINST ME.

2010-06-17T18:43:00.002+08:00

I can’t sense the gravity anymore. anymore.

I think I wanna leave the earth already because the gravity is not holding me anymore.

Pixie Lott - Gravity

T. The Astronaut

IS LIKE PLAYING SWING ABOVE DA SKY

2010-06-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

I’m gonna rape your heart and soul. ♥

T. The Raper

NEW HAIRSTYLE

2010-06-14T18:10:00.002+08:00

New hairstyle gonna be..Haha..

July or August.

Simply love this hair colours.

Credit to my hair stylist – Scandly

T. The New Tira

IMMA GET READY FOR MORE.

2010-06-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

My body looks like guy. In fact, I have a guy soul too.

I wish to have more tattoos on my body. Goin to do another soon =)

Pierced 5 times on belly. Scars on navel that are not gonna disappear. Love it still.

Heart piercings and tattoos.

Trademark yellow nails reborn!!

T. The Tattoo Lover

THERE’S NTH MORE BUT DA SAME OLD THING.

2010-06-11T17:41:00.002+08:00

Little cousins. They are cute and they like me. Haa..

What I can say is. 景色依旧, 面目全非.

I had hell lots of memories at this place previously. But is all faded now.

Do you still remember the ‘forever’ you have promised to me?

Promise is just a lame shit for me now.

I wish I could be living in hotel and treat it like my home. Of course not those haunted one. =)

T. The Hotel Lover

REOCCURENCE OF MY EMO ATTITUDE

2010-06-05T11:59:00.002+08:00

SPELL “LOVE” TO ME

Lotza thoughts flowing from my mind now.

I dont care if it hurts. I just want a perfect soul. I won’t give up. I hope.

I wanna know how’s da cigarette tastes like.

I wanna know how’s da wound bleeds like.

I wanna know how’s da love feels like.

And, I wanna know why would there be heart-ache feeling.

T. The Smoker-Going-To-Be

SAY AHH…

2010-06-05T11:23:00.003+08:00

Comics. Comics.

Will only make me think of 2 persons. I heart you both.

I neva like to write more words. Whoever can understand me, they are my treasures.

T. The Spooky

I’M LOST!!

2010-06-03T16:09:00.002+08:00

I’M SO LOST!!!!!

NO TITLE

2010-05-25T17:36:00.003+08:00

我告诉庄尼我想养的宠物..他样子超屌的...然后点头, 我觉得他内心是超无奈的........

因为我想养的是....熊猫!!

A bit boring and stress now. Escaping off from office.

Trying on the iphone apps to update my blog.

T. The Panda

NOTHING GONNA STOP ME THIS TIME. PLEASE CATCH ME BEFORE I FALL.

2010-05-24T09:04:00.002+08:00

Cute, Handsome & Cool - Keagan

A random outings. Found out I got no money to eat already.

I need money. Trips are killing me. But I’ll still travel cuz everyone is so important to me.

Anybody can gimme some money to spend? Where is my bf?

I have some sort of guilt in my heart and mind now. What’s da next step? Don’t know!!

Remind me when I’m abt to fall..k? Cuz I won’t know it!!!

T. The Lame

WAY TOO GOOD TO EXPOSE IT OUT {EXPLODE}

2010-05-19T17:09:00.001+08:00

真爱? 什么是真爱? 不顾一切的付出; 不管他人怎么看都继续爱?

我看见他盲目地爱她..身为旁人的我,需要暗示他,她已不再爱他了吗?

觉得他爱得好累, 但同时也很羡慕他, 至少在这世上他找到了他爱的人.

都已成了回忆的事物, 还想来干嘛? 还期待什么呢?

对她而言, 回忆也可能成了灰烬. 她也找到了她更爱的人. 一切都没有回头的余地了.

醒吧!! 就像断了的弦, 再怎么接音都不对.

他的长情我佩服.

Reminds me of the previous me.

Sometimes I do miss him but only in my dreamland.

A song by Jay Chou - 断了的弦 to end this.

T. The Clear-Sighted

WISH I COULD CRY BUT I NEVA CUZ I’VE RETURNED TO FORM

2010-05-17T22:27:00.001+08:00

Signing off with Stars

I’d have cried due to birthday surprise being sold off. Yet I neva.

I told him all the feelings twds the trade-off. ONLY in dreams.

Robot, cherry, wings, and stars of course. AND…

HEART MEANS EVERYTHING.

Words are on my mind now. Gotta draft it out and stick it on my skin.

T. The Starry

I’M LOVIN’ IT & I’M CRAVIN’ IT

2010-05-15T12:11:00.002+08:00

Was the last time I had McD. I’m actually craving for it.

But i’m in serious diet and losing weight process now. I’m way too fat. Arghhh..

Shall wait til I see a slim tira inside da mirror then I’ll re-visit Uncle McDonald again.

Off to skipping now. Au revoir.

T. The Fatty

WERE THOSE CRAZY DAYS MAKING ME FEEL LIKE MISSING PIECE

2010-05-14T00:06:00.001+08:00

Yein..I suddenly found this on my desktop. I printscreen-ed it when I read this.

This is really comforting & sweet. Am I lightening many ppl’s day? Hopefully I am.

My emotions killed many i think..killing myself slowly as well.

I’M NOT GON’ BE EMO ANYMORE!!! Wish me luck.

I know u’re stalking me..babe!! This post is for ya~ haha

When u finish ur exam, let us have some spontaneous outings.

I’m missing u and missing those days.

I know u miss me too. XOXO.

T. The Impulsive

CALL ME A REAL DESTROYER

2010-05-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

AGAIN…I DESTROYED STH.

This time 1 desktop being burst by ME.

An actuators certified to be DEAD.

Another time of almost die scene. LMFAO.

Not me only. But with AJ. Great & Beautiful SPARKS in front us with a BOOM like firecrackers to celebrate our DEATH.

But im still alive here typing all these shits out. LOL.

Give no attempt on playing electricity in future. RA~~ Electric Shock KILL.

Remarks: Cheryl & AJ think that Tira - Destroy almost everything she try to clean or touch (in a good faith).

Alwiz do good but end up bad huh.

T. The Destroyer

SECOND ATTEMPT TO ST.JAMES

2010-05-10T12:23:00.001+08:00

1st time been there, not a very good memory..Drunken clemence keep stepping on my feet. SHIT! HATE him!

Blamed me 犯太岁 summore. Grrr…..

2nd attempt, with jo, a very very good one we had.

I’ve been losing all these feelings..chilling with just a gal or alone..The feelings are BACK!!

I wish to have more…and more…..

T. The Tipsy

IP MAN 2

2010-05-07T13:11:00.002+08:00

Damn nice movie. Background music nice either.

I cried in the middle of da show. Is touching.

I’ve fallen in love with Donnie since small. LOL…when i was young, I think he is handsome.

TODAY, neva changed fact. He has some factors which made me fall for him.

T. The Starlight

FASHIONISTA

2010-05-04T18:49:00.002+08:00

This is awesome.

peoples are stylo.

gays i admire.

T. The Gay

WELCOME MAY..ANOTHER STRESSFUL MONTH..

2010-05-02T23:49:00.003+08:00

Bday gift for hubby…Hubby of 4.

Money still isn’t enough. Overspending.

Burberry bag pending.

Pending = sPending

T. The Poor

AS NOT TO BREAK MY SELF PROMISES

2010-04-30T18:53:00.003+08:00

See you in May.

T. The Promise Taker

ANOTHER STORY IS JUST STARTED..

2010-04-30T17:44:00.002+08:00

When people walk away from you, let them go

Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you

& it doesn’t mean they are bad people

it just means that their part in your STORY is over…

T. The Tier

TICKING…TICKING AWAY..

2010-04-27T17:21:00.001+08:00

There’s Neva Enough.

In terms of time, money, material, love..

No one will feel satisfy afterall.

I need more time to get what I wanted.. ♣

T. The Greed

I’M GONNA GO BACK TO 60’S & PARTY TO D END OF DA WORLD

2010-04-27T00:04:00.003+08:00

Dance till u drop.

Party till u die.

My commitment to life is to ENJOY.

T. The Dancer

DOMO KUN IN DA HOUSE

2010-04-26T19:11:00.002+08:00

He is a murderer as he kills loneliness.

He killed me but I neva died. See how I survived.

Not being prioritized as I have Rilakkuma. ✖

T. The Kun

I’VE MADE IT CLEAR NOW..YOU GOT ME?

2010-04-21T19:41:00.006+08:00

Can you tell me the color of “horny”?

Anyhow..I just wanna make love with YOU..!

T. The Horny

RIDE ME ON BABE

2010-04-21T18:54:00.001+08:00

Attracted by all these millions above car.

They are attractive basically bcuz of its brand..nth much else.

They are fast like nobody’s business.

They are noisy like everybody knows ya existence.

They are expensive like only the rich & famous can own it.

Simple as ABC. I want cha.

T. The Future Owner

BASICALLY I HATE APRIL...

2010-04-19T15:06:00.008+08:00

Cake for all the April’s babies.

T. The CheeseCake

PEACE OFF??

2010-04-14T20:29:00.003+08:00

At this moment, Only this moment,

I love nobody.

Just a thought.

Pissed Off.

T. The Only One

AM LIVING ON MY OWN…

2010-04-13T19:52:00.003+08:00

I’M DEAD.

Am I deserved to live anyway?

T. The Money Lover

AS EVER..

2010-03-29T22:15:00.007+08:00

I’m gonna let go of myself..

I’ll be letting myself drowning in the sea..

No one will ever see me shedding a single tear..

As it will be dissolved along with the salt water..

The feeling of sinking to da deepest part of sea..

The feeling of dancing in the sea..

Are all appearing in my mind now..

Before the last breath I can take..

I will still remember I loved u so much..

These are the moments I’ll remember all my life..

T. The Paranoid

UNUSUALLY NORMAL

2010-02-27T10:13:00.004+08:00

How can I meet you again?

Out of 4.99 million of ppl, where and how to find you?

Perhaps I’m not gonna see you again in my lifetime..

If my coin could help, I would wish to see you once again.

You know you love me. And I will tell u da same.

And who am I? That’s one secret I’ll never tell. XOXO. – Gossip Girl

Bitches just don’t happen, they are made.

No time for sex.

T. The Workaholic

A WARMTH SENT..

2010-02-25T19:55:00.003+08:00

My Belated Val. Gift

Specially for Tira.

T. The Tatty

SPELL “LOVE” TO ME

2010-02-03T21:11:00.003+08:00

It’s hard to live alone

It’s hard to love someone

It’s hard when falling out of love

But the hardest part is to...

Admit that you have fallen in love with someone you didn’t meant to love from the start

Every night when I looked at myself

I feel the loneliness that I barely can’t express

I smile in front of ppl with pains inside my heart

I cry in shower wishing to wash away my pains

I feel the warmth between my face and pillow every night before I even knew I was crying

They are teardrops...for real

Realizing myself love crying. Am I love to cry or just way too pain for me to bear???

Perhaps I have to Band-Aid my fragile heart now...

T. The Tears Waster

MAKE MY HEART STOP POUNDING

2010-01-21T17:40:00.004+08:00

Sometimes my heart very ache..

Sometimes my head very ache..

Sometimes my stomach very ache..

I wish I could stop my heart from pounding..

…stop…until I leave…until I truly leave…

Because everytime my heart pounds, the aches are eating me.

Especially my HEART..

Am I about to die? Or I’m getting closer to the hell?

Can someone pull me out from getting closer to there?

I’m suffocating..like being in a small dark room..with no oxygen..

I need someone to save me now..

Bring me out from the dark room…please..i beg you!!!

Wish The Killers can save me.

T. The Patient

THIS ONE (CRYING LIKE A CHILD)

2010-01-16T10:07:00.006+08:00

How can I put this I I I
I'm an independent woman, I...
I've been crying like a child
I just wanted you to know the person that I am
More than any other your fans
I would love you for a thousand years
Yours truly

I ain't gonna play it cool
Let me tell you I've tried that already
Every day, and every night, your words
Ring through me
Who am I trying to fool, honey I've been living on my own like Freddy
But I'm still a woman, baby tell me how

How could I ever love another?
How could you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever

It's just another Friday night
For you and your accessory
And there you are before my eyes
Two hours and for fifteen minutes you are here
I don't wanna scream lest I should tear
A whisper in the darkness disappears
Sincerely

We should get back on the road
Like Simon and Garfunkel
Let's get married
You were all the shelter that I need above me
Who am I trying to fool
Honey I've got your ringtone on my Blackberry
And I won't give a damn if only I knew how

You got me crying like a child
Ain't no need for me to lie
A hundred JPEG files fillin' up my hard drive
You got me crying like a child
And the crowd is going wild
This one, this is the one
Come on and give it up

I just feeling wanna cry.

Wanna cry out loud like a child.

Please allow me to do so.

T. The Child

LOVE IS GONE

2010-01-13T17:52:00.003+08:00

Song that I used to listen in UK.

Suddenly thought of this song.

High. ^^ Enjoy.

T. The Sober

NEW LIFE. NEW BEGINNING.

2010-01-11T18:09:00.003+08:00

It has been a week..a week of me working in Singapore. My life here is just too great. Almost everyday good food, good entertainments. Everything’s free of charge. Paid by KY or AJ. Everything’s smooth and went well. Nice colleagues, nice malaysians, nice singaporeans, nice boss, nicest ever manager and nicest ever friend/roommate.

My day passes very fast each and everyday. I think I’ve fallen in love with my job. Fallen in love with the life here. I don’t feel wanna go back due to some reasons..however I do miss my friends and family.

"Me-to-You" Bear for coming Valentines..Lonely valentines for me still. I guess he will be better off and I will – of course be superlative better off.

At this point of time, I am happy still. As usual. I LOVE myself more than everyone. No one worth to be loved other than myself.

T. The Happy-Go-Lucky

VERONA ITALY

2009-12-21T09:38:00.003+08:00

Wall posts to make wish at Juliet’s place

Balcony of Juliet

Where the story of Romeo & Giuletta starts.

U touch Giuletta’s right boob, U will get happiness.

A little “town” which is fulled of BRANDEDS.

LV, GUCCI, PRADA, HERMES, BVGALRI etc. All u can find.

T. The Brands Addict

ROME ITALY

2009-12-18T18:18:00.004+08:00

Angelo

Pantheon

Making my wish at Trevi

FONTANA DI TREVI

Collapse of ROMA

Colosseum – COLISEO ROMA

It has been another long time.

Busied with my next stage.

Love some ppl; hate some.

Wish angels stand by me alwiz.

T. The Loner Still

LUXEMBOURG

2009-11-11T00:13:00.002+08:00

DEAD CITY.

All I can say is.

T. The Zombie

NO SEX. NO LIFE.

2009-10-07T00:44:00.004+08:00

SEX city with the symbol – XXX

Red Light District

"Goods" on Display

Uncle John : “ FREE TOILET FREE TOILET”

Ppl wont let go any chances of partying…

Drinking Holland-made beer..Cruising..

Bikes parking is like cars parking

OMFG. Wat u saw?

Everything has to be NATURAL.

No force. Just be Natural.

An open-minded city. Love it.

Prostitute I am.

T. The Prostitute

HERE WE ARE AT NETHERLANDS

2009-10-07T00:36:00.004+08:00

Wooden shoes

Cheese Farm

Windmills

I should add in some Clouds

Nth much to say.

Picture tells all.

T. The Dutch

LOVING EXPIRED FOOD. LOVING EVERYTHING.

2009-10-05T06:14:00.004+08:00

Throw me all the expired food.

I’m gonna clean up for u.

It cures my constipation. Haha.

I’ll come back with a healthier body for sure. I promise.

See u all when October ends.

We gotta party up. 103111590059.

“Tonight” gonna be a good night.

Every day is a good day. Alwiz.

What I’m missing da most back there –-- PARTAYYYY

T has changed but apparently interest in partying remain unchanged.

XOXO :]

T. The Brand New T

BELGIUM BRUSSELS

2009-10-05T05:11:00.004+08:00

Dover Port

Calais Port

Manneken Pis

Jeanneke Pis

What’s special about Belgium?

Of course its chocolates that I’m dying for since young.

One of my dreams is being fulfilled. TG.

Was a good night and had a sweeeeet dream.

T. The French Speaker

A SONG FOR SEPTEMBER

2009-10-05T04:54:00.004+08:00

Listened to this all the way to Europe.

Looking out from the window. Seeing greens.

My heart encountered failure for a moment.

The lyrics overwhelmed me.

That’s it. I started to enjoy my 1st day of trip.

All I needa do is just to adapt. Easy as ABC.

T. The Touché

GIVEN UP!!

2009-09-21T04:25:00.004+08:00

- FAILURE -

T. The "Winner"

I'M A SERIAL KILLER..

2009-09-15T08:15:00.002+08:00

Careen serving ME!! :]

No plz...Dont send me home!

Salted Fish 1, 2, 3...Bili-Bala..U all have to leave me now..

How many being Killed in total?

I just know I'm half dead and I'm aware that I'm dying.

18th is always a good day. Waiting...

T.The Killer

WIN MY HEART. WIN ME.

2009-09-08T08:28:00.002+08:00

6th All Grabbed

The place I like the most in UK whr bikes and skateboards all over. Think of sk8er boi.

Am I really got myself into a relationship with him now? I also dunno.

I was like..thinking..should I hold his hands when I go back? Aww.. :S

He is damn serious now. OMFG. As a result of FLIRT. Darn!!

Or should I just tell him the truth?

Ppl flirt me; I flirt ppl. It is a Cycle.

T. The Flirty

不对[篇]

2009-09-07T21:40:00.003+08:00

过份!! 过份!! 觉得自己很过份!! 觉得我们有点踩过界...

有问题!! 有问题!! 需赶快补救...

不是有人提起, 我都没发现自己的离谱...

我是应该被讨厌的...

醒吧!!! RA...

I ATE A VIRTUAL MOONCAKE

2009-09-06T21:42:00.001+08:00

Last year's mooncake. ^^

I love mooncake. I like mooncake. I want mooncake.

It seems a little bit too early to say so. But i'm craving for it.

Too bad. I got no chance to celebrate mooncake festival this year.

Mommy used to buy me lots of mooncakes cuz knowing I love it.

I miss my mom..my dad..my loved ones..Deeply..

T. The Paper Heart

THE NOSTALGIA IS OFFICIALLY BEGUN..

2009-09-04T07:41:00.001+08:00

Last Night on Earth by Green Day

Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis

You And Me by Lifehouse

Was like inspired by songs.

Actually is camera checking.

Nostalgia. I mean it.

U should have been granted a better life.

What could I do? Go as far as I can.

T. The Concealed

麦提爽后遗症[篇]

2009-09-03T07:38:00.001+08:00

Accidentally saw this pic.

Neko...Ur back really look like 麦提爽 le..With the Checked-Shirt summore!! :P

Oopss...accidentally found this also..

Lol..we are like so match.. :S

I mean shirts only.. :P

T. The Remote

THE AUGUST'S RHAPSODY

2009-09-02T23:43:00.002+08:00

My Heart beats because of u.

August Rush.

Enjoy it.

T. The September

I'M A NEWBIE. HIS ASS IS FLESHY.

2009-08-31T01:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I'd rather be naked in front of u and let u see the real me.

"Ur nth one, just emo sometimes"

The messiest time of my life. I will nv allow my desk to be such a mess, but dunno y this happened now. This is real.

I find myself so lost.

Trying to do good but all turned out a mess.

Where's my soulmates?

I needa talk to somebody. Particularly someone knows my soul.

T. The Nude

GROUNDS FOR DIVORCE

2009-08-29T08:17:00.004+08:00

Kid with Bagpipes

Highland Cattle

First (From North) & Last (From South) House in UK

Isle of Skye

Double Rainbow

Royal Mail nv forget highlands

Face The West. Scottish Music Nice.

Glenfinnan Rail which Harry Potter travelled

I will sleep with u

Little but this is what a sick-cat can provide.

Breathtaking but not I like.

Seriously are u gay? Cuz ur so gay...

T. The Scottish

IMPOSSIBLE

2009-08-29T02:30:00.005+08:00

How come the words and the sentence in my mind can be stolen by somebody?

How can the person able to write and does written out the same whole sentence as what's in my mind?

Whatsoever, I'm sure is not for me!

I WONDER WHY AM I SO WEAK???

2009-08-28T07:47:00.001+08:00

First day that I am still ok and fine.

No good on the days onwards.

Sick, Sprains, Bruises and Swells 样样都有我的份.

Grant me a guardian angel, plz.

T. The Wonderer

I'M BACK DUDES...PERHAPS IN WEAKER FORM

2009-08-28T06:55:00.004+08:00

I'm having a seriously unwell situation. Almost all swine flu symptoms on me.

Sudden cough (cough until lungs out), Severe sore throat (totally lost my voice), Aching body and Joint pain, Running nose (merely cant breathe), Sneezing, Chills, Loss of appetite..etc.

Got no fever yet. If I happen to catch a fever, I'll admit myself to hospital. Just think that I cant wait to go in. Cuz I just wanna leave here, leave the ppl around me...for the sake of avoiding. They hurt my heart. Not considerate I can accept cuz I'm no one, just nth. But think of urself 1st before laughing at others..FAT ASS!!!

Covonia, Dequacaine, Stugeron, Panadol, Ralgex, Vitamin C, Bandage, Salonpas are my best friends for the past 1week.

Tell me how to look good when fall sick.

Whole world hating me now.

Continue in pretending...

Broke promises like you've nv made before. Liar.

T. The Virus Spreader

TIRA LOVES TIRA

2009-08-21T08:41:00.002+08:00

Piles of works are pending. Hangover nv left.

Dizzy Dozzy Duzzy..

Babies..I'm gonna off for a week. Dont miss me. Woot.

天涯海角 is waiting for me.

T. The Cam-Whore